alicia keys - brand new me

exactly what she says. love this song.

beyonce - me myself and i + irreplaceable + if i were a boy + single ladies (AOL session)

randomly came across this on youtube…what a great breakup track list.

…exactly what she said…

sigur ros - the nothing song

years ago Aissa and i use to mellow out at our apartment to sigur ros……well more like she would blast it and i would ask why she was depressed. haha. after loops of several tracks, i grew into liking them and haven’t stopped listening since. Aissa was always good at introducing me to all sorts of music. today while listening to my itunes on shuffle, this song came up.

#missingaissa

ben harper - the woman in you (live)

just because..

ray j - one wish


24/7 mayweather had ray j sing this in his living room. love this song #throwback

rihanna - lost in paradise

it may be wrong but it feels right, to be lost in paradise.

nneka - shining star

this song came up and totally reminds me of my twin sister Aissa. not a day passes i don’t think of her and everything she has (and continues) to teach me. forever a part of me <3

nneka - lucifer (no doubt)

“you stole my soul so i couldn’t love myself”

jessie ware x benzel - if you love me

say it say it say it

do it do it do

prove it prove it prove it

ruff endz - someone to love you

keyshia cole - zero

“see it pays to tell the truth, but you didn’t do it, now you’re left with zero”

recently i’ve been listening to a radio station based out of malaysia and they tossed on this classic. reminds me that there’s hope for the next one. just gotta steer away from lying, cheating toads.

babyface - i care for you

my sister Aissa and i would play this song over and over when it had first came out. when things just seem a little too crazy and hectic, this was one of our go-to jams.

today randomly this song popped into my head. maybe it was Aissa reminding me to chill and enjoy the tranquility of things being slowed down. it’s easy for my mind to go a million miles an hour, especially with everything that’s been happening. she always has been and to this day continues to be one to balance me. though i know i will have to be able to balance myself - reminders from Aissa are always appreciated.

lessons from her, i have many.


chiddy bang - slow down

wish i would’ve knew then what i know now

but for now, life feels better when it’s slowed down

Aissa and I would listen to this song at times we felt weak…

ben harper - i shall not walk alone

Battered and torn
still I can see the light
tattered and worn
but I must kneel to fight

Friend of mine
what can’t you spare
I know some times
it gets cold in there

When my legs no longer carry
and the warm wind chills my bones
I reach for Mother Mary
and I shall not walk alone

Hope is alive
while we’re apart
only tears
speak from my heart
break the chains
that hold us down
and we shall be
forever bound

When I’m tired and weary
and a long way from home
I reach for Mother Mary
and I shall not walk alone
I shall not walk alone

Beauty that
we left behind
how shall we
tomorrow find

Set aside
our weight in sin
so that we
can live again

When my legs no longer carry
and the warm wind chills my bones
I reach for Mother Mary
and I shall not walk alone
I shall not walk alone

can’t say i’m not hurt

i’d be damned if i’m broken

what we had is now hers

let her know she can have it

cause i can’t stay here

if there’s no love

yeah i can’t stay here

cause i’ve had enough of no love.

keyshia cole - enough of no love